Sunday, 18 November 2007

• Not Ready

  I keep telling myself im not ready yet

  I think i've missed out quite a lot

  What if at the end of the day im still not ready ?

   

  What if things didn't turn out as expected..

  and what that i've missed out and let go, turned out to be my own act of stupidity ?

   

  I keep telling myself hold on, things will get better.

  I realised besides that few mutual friendship that i believe

  many are just passerby at some phase of my life

  the cheers that they brought will soon fade away

  the cheers that i've shared out will soon be forgotten

   

  Maybe im just a substitute in many situations

  the effort that i've put in will end up being effortless

  the things that i've learned to let go will never come back as i hope

  things kept in my heart will remains in my heart

  because i got no better place to hide it

  and its dissappointing just to talk about it

  and its make me feels like a loser just to think about it

   

  I've accepted myself as a loser

  But there's still a place for loser to stand up on his own

  when all else fails, he know he can survive being alone

  its not that hard once the night gets old

   

  If i can put yesterday away it will be much easier

  maybe being an overall subsitute is not that bad after all

  at least at the back of their mind my name still rhymes

  they only remember the good times

  because they don't realised eventhough im not behind

   

  Sometimes i think im not ready

  but i can be ready

  the road is open, you choose your destination.

   

   

   

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