I have a fun and somehow contended weekend despite maybe a little annoyed Saturday night which lasted about 2 hours. ahhahahaha

What i did :

- went to New Aeon Jusco. It's impressive !
- was waken up for a short trip down Malacca, to teman and pick up a friend. Had chicken rice ball and walked Jonker Street. Thats all we did before heading back. The chicken rice ball was so so..but   the price was not so so !!!!!
- played badminton after so long. Nice catch up !
- stucked in traffic jam !
- ate duck rice in Bayu. Yumm !!
- spontaneously bought 2 new polo tee shirts in 15 mins time !
- watched Hitman. Go watch !
- Had 1901 New York Delight hotdog ! jeng !
- watched Kimora : life in the fab lane. I actually liked that show ! ahhahaha

What else i did ? oh well..i just watched porn..hahaha..nite

It was pain as hell !

Tears cant help but dripped out from my closed eyes !

Man ! it was a damn suffering session !

I don't wanna do this so often !

I keep telling myself im not ready yet

I think i've missed out quite a lot

What if at the end of the day im still not ready ?

What if things didn't turn out as expected..

and what that i've missed out and let go, turned out to be my own act of stupidity ?

I keep telling myself hold on, things will get better.

I realised besides that few mutual friendship that i believe

many are just passerby at some phase of my life

the cheers that they brought will soon fade away

the cheers that i've shared out will soon be forgotten

Maybe im just a substitute in many situations

the effort that i've put in will end up being effortless

the things that i've learned to let go will never come back as i hope

things kept in my heart will remains in my heart

because i got no better place to hide it

and its dissappointing just to talk about it

and its make me feels like a loser just to think about it

I've accepted myself as a loser

But there's still a place for loser to stand up on his own

when all else fails, he know he can survive being alone

its not that hard once the night gets old

If i can put yesterday away it will be much easier

maybe being an overall subsitute is not that bad after all

at least at the back of their mind my name still rhymes

they only remember the good times

because they don't realised eventhough im not behind

Sometimes i think im not ready

but i can be ready

the road is open, you choose your destination.

We were at AKARKARYA to audition for the Battle of the Band 07. Wow...never did we expected they can go this commercial. hahahaha..i mean as in before we go in for audition of the 2 songs, we were to do a short interview session with recording cameras on us, asking questions about the band and bla bla bla.. . we were really nervous...i don't wanna watch the clip..ahhahahah. When the interview is done, we have to come up with a shout out, then rehearse for the shout out somemore ! wat laoo...so when the camera cue starts, "hey..this is BOB 07' we are every fallen thursday !" ...we kena NG 3 times ..hahaha..twice becoz i can't tahan laughing..at the end..they have to get 2 people to hide behind us and help us shout..hahahaha...malu.

So then, kinda expected also la. Our jammin session were fully recorded down. Before we start, i have to do it again..."Hi..we are Every Fallen Thursday..and this song is call Nevermind" ...haha...weird. And the last but not least, have to pose for the camera for group band picture.

Our session is on the last night of the audition. And i found out we are the 63th band to audition. And there are only shortlisting 8 bands for the final next month. hahahaha..So seriously, chances of us getting shortlisted is almost ...no chance. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA

But oh well..it was a fun and weird experience !

Maybe you might see a glimpse of me on mtv channel ?? KAKAKKAKAHAHA...

http://www.bobasia.org/

I think we gain a few fans from yesterday show. Although i still don't understand why they put us on the last slot to close the show. Where in fact, it turns out that the band before us was the birthday boy's band. Shouldn't he should opt for closing the show instead of letting us do it ? he should be the highlight of the night, not us man.

But anyway, ya...they are still considered highlights of the show because after their set, most of the people left ! hahaha..so we closed the show performing to the remaining crowds, which was..good in a way...less tension. ahhahaha..

After ending our set, i was surprised to be approached by a few people praising the band, my vocals and our songs, including the father of the birthday boy, which he then starts telling me of his younger days history where he plays music too. I was still kinda sweaty when the dad asked me :

"so what do you think of my son's band ?

(actually his son plays metal. Which i've grew out of it) eerrr...hhmm..well... I can see your son is enjoying himself, which is good though. As long as he is enjoying what he is doing.

yea yea.. ( i forgot what else he said )

And its great for him to have a dad like you man. Being supportive and all you know.

yea yea.. ( i forgot what else he said )

I wish i have a dad like you

he he..yea yea.. ( i forgot what else he said )

This other guy approached me, with a chick behind who keep nodded to whatever he said to me..

"you know, just my opinion, i can hear two voices in your vocal. I dunno why but its this inspiring feeling inside of me i think. Your vocal suits, with the right intonation, oh man..i love it. And the songs is catchy and so complete to me man. Good show good show. Hope to catch u guys again ! "

I forgot what i replied because im still that all-sweaty.

But its all these that keeps me inspired. Keeps me motivated. Makes me happy that our music can reach people's mind. Even more to know yesterday that a friend's dad likes our music, which is cool !

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I admitted i was quite emo for the past few nights. Where i went to bed with this hopeless, doubtful thoughts in mind. Depress with what im going through, clueless whats in store for me.

Not everything pays off. And i've learnt to accept that. But as long as there's determination, there's hope.

Hopefully.

Thanks to those who concern about me. Thanks alot. But im okay now. If im not okay, i won't be typing here too. hahahehhee..